get oooover it, cos i already did

everyone keeps taking the piss outta me cause im in a polo neck again. likethey never has bad skin :*( seriously, thers one on my chin is breaking all records. mum says its my diet, which is bullshit cos i eat more fruit than she does. no news on the T front. soooo weird – he acts like he likes me, but then when hes with his’ mates he completely ignores me off. just because im not conventionally beautiful or anything. if you listened to those lads u'd have thought they spent every evening shagging porn stars. bet half of them have never even had a girlfriend.

beautiful on the incide

so after T started lookibng at me funny, i asked mum to change the washing pwder. we must be the one andonly house in uk that uses tesco value 2-4-1 double-bio everything. whats the point of buying decent clothes if youre going to soak it in that shit???? its practically pure bleach – no wonder my skins so itchy and blotchy. mum wanted to take a look, but I shooed her off. typical – shes happy to ruin my life to save money and then she pretends to be all worried

more thrillin adventures

bex looked well pissed off about me and T talkin&stuff….mwah ha ha. good job he hasnt kissed me yet (clerlee only a matter of time!!!!) as i’ve had to put on a whole pile of concealer to hide the monster on my chin. slipped of to the toilets during doublscience to try and give it a nice squeeze. feels hard like it should have a nice juicy load of puss… sorry!??! but nothing came out. grimm... must be one of those evil volcano wons thats really sore and sticks around for ever

cos itd b rude not 2

really AMAZING day.... mum let me stay out til 11 on the condition i quit being "mardy" and did more clarinet so i gave her a hug, which i havnt for awhile, and she was all pleased. pathetic really, but it was worth it hang out with the guys in the squaire. one asked me if i had fleas (cheeky bugger;&) but T told them to shut up. bless…he’s my hero!!!!! T lent me his jumper on the way back, and said he was sorry for being weird. apparently bex axed him out last week and he said no and he didn’t want to hurt her feelings. still have his jumper& thought about putting it under my pillow, butthats a bit sad, so im just going to wear it to school tomorrow. wonder if Bex will notice? mwah ha ha

did ya miss me??????

WELCOME BACK DARLINKS... fingerscrosed mum wont find the site this time ;)
T just blatently ignored me today in class. it was reaaaaaaaaally obvious, and everyone noticed…. oooh, the SHAME!!! cant believe that he hasnt even replied to my text despite the fact that anna said zack went on about how he definitely liked me he’s probably just embarrassed. actually, he’s probably gay. or maybe he just thinks I’m fugly:*( gt another fucking spot no wonder no-one ever fancies me, apart from wayne. Wayne is experimenting with facial hair and I’m really embarased for him. Ts hair cut really suits him.mmmmmm i sat behind him in maths, drawing the way his hair curls at the back(cant beleeve im in sucjh a desperate state) anna kept catching my eye and and looking all ironic but she can talk everyone knows she never wear a sports bra for rounders practice on purpose to get Mr Bates to look at her baps. and she thinks i'm pathetic